When Hayley was asked "Is this song about anyone in particular?" She replied with "yeah it's about the band... it's a bit unfair that i get the mic huh? we went through a lot and this song really put everything on the table. good times, great oldies."

Is anyone else as stoked as I am?!

"Be who you are. If they don't like you, that's their problem."

-Zac Farro

I was dealing with the same issue on LiveJournal until finally I just deleted my account. Some of the people on LJ are even worse than on Paramoreforums.net.

That's why I love Buzznet. I feel like we're all kind of a big family here where we can share our love for music as one.

ily, Buzznet.

[while talking about the break up of Jerm and Sarah and his new girlfriend Jesse Lee] "I've half a mind to go to the hall of fame show. [to see Jesse Lee perform]"

"do it do it do it."

"Oh yes, and then I can take creepy stalker pictures to post all over buzznet. The perfect plan."

"And edit your face into some."

WTF?

That is all.

Back to work...

 When they had kicked me off they told me that I was free to make a new account under a new username if I wanted. Well, that's exactly what I'm doing. Since you can only view some posts in the forums if you're not a member, I created a new account. I'm going undercover to see what they're really saying about our little Buzznet family here and when I find out, believe you me, I'm going to tell thems what's what...

as soon as I get my verification email.

"Yeahhhh. Going undercover!"

So when exactly did Jeremy Davis and Sarah Orzechowski break up?

And where did he find this obnoxious party girl, Jesse Lee?

Who the hell is she?

When did Sarah start dating Brendon Urie?

How do they even know eachother?

Who is the new Jenna girl Josh is with?

I like Tabitha better.

What happened to her?

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?

I can only hope that Hayley sticks with Chad and Zac sticks with Emily.

Oh the lives of Paramore...

It's worse than a soap opera.

You want to change the channel, but you can't bring yourself to look away.

My life has been so crazy this year. I can't really keep up with Buzznet anymore, but I'm going to try my hardest.

Anyway I wanted to share something with you guys that I recently discovered...and by recently I mean, like, a few hours ago.

Sooo on Paramore's All We Know Is Falling album there's a part of the booklet where each band member thanks certain people individually. You know how it works. You've seen album booklets before.

Weeell, here's part of Hayley's 'special thanks':

Neil- you inspire me and I love you, my prince

Aaaaand here's a looksie at Josh's:

Nichole W.- experiencing life with you is the greatest gift. Thank you for being who you are, I love you ("silence")

Okay...

Let's take a look at a few things here...

I may be reading way too much into this and they really do just happen to know other people named Neil and Nichole W., but don't you find it a bit funny that Neil is Josh's middle name and Nichole is Hayley's. Plus, the "W." part. Hayley last name, duh!

Now, I wouldn't really think anything of this if they weren't being so secretive with the middle name usage and they hadn't previously thanked eachother already. Plus, it would seem that the whole "my prince" and "("silence")" business is just a bit more intimate than an inside joke.

Okay.

That all being said, I must admit the only thing I was thinking of while typing this is: Gosh, I hope Chad Gilbert doesn't happen to stumble upon this post. Woudln't that make me feel like a douche?

Again, I may just be reading too much into this, but the kids over at LJ are wondering too...

Note: Umm....Chadball, if you have, for some strange reason, stumbled upon this post just know that I love you. You and Hayley look really cute together :D....

Hehe....

Heh.

No, not Paramore :(

However, I am going to see Franz Ferdinand, one of my other favorite bands, at the House Of Blues. You may have heard of them. They're Scottish and they kick total ass.

Box seats ftw!

Absolutely can't wair :)

Anyway, venting time.

So ever since I was...oh...four years old I always had big plans for my life when I grew up. The only problem I couldn't ever stick with one career path for very long. Last year it was modeling and this year it's all about the music. Music has always been a big part of my life and when I'm having the worst of days it's never been one to turn its back on me. I figure I should give a little back to the music and pursue a career in it. But, see, I have this thing called school and it's kinda holding me back.

School has been the source of all my problems in the past year and, believe me, I had a lot of them. When the stress became too much I would let all of it out through some bad habits. This year isn't any different, only now I'm learning to breathe through all of it, but there's only so much I can do to hold myself together. So, I flat out told my parents that I don't care about school, never really did, and that I'm not going to college. Needless to say, they weren't too pleased. Maybe I'm making the worst decision of my life, but I'll cross that path when I get there. Right now, I just want to dream. I want to belive that I'm better than this, better than carrying this heavy weight and feeling depressed all the time. Honestly, when I look back at how poorly I've done in school my whole life and when I'm constantly being compared to my sister who has set impossible standards, I can't help but feel worthless.

I never really knew what I was good at until I discovered my undying passion for music. I figure it's better to start my music career sooner than later becasue pretty soon it'll be too late and life is too short to feel held back, to feel depressed and unsure of yourself. Everyone tells me that I'm not going to make it and that it's best if I just stay in school and play it safe. I'm tired of playing it safe. I've always tried to please my parents, but never could. I'll always be their little problem child. But when I see how they treat me, how they talk to me, and put absolutely no faith in me, I realized there's nothing to please.

Right now I'm living my life for myself and I'm totally fine with that. It's everyone else around me that isn't, everyone who doesn't belive in me, and are always putting me down. Maybe they should start living their own lives and stop worrying so much about mine because, honestly, I'm over all of it.

/end rant.

"The Olive Garden? Really, Josh?" Angie asked, mouth agape, as they arrived at their destination. "I thought we were going to go somewehere, you know...nice?"

"Hey, it's the best I could do on such short notice." Josh replied, defensivley.

"Babe, I told you to find reservations for a good restaurant like a week ago." Audrey scolded.

"Yeah, well..." Josh's voice trailed off. "You guys still owe me from saving your asses the night we meant, remember?" Everyone in the car sighed. "Come on, guys! Let's just have fun tonight. Angie, aren't you just dying to meet your loverboy, Aaron?" Josh asked, looking back at Angie from the driver's seat.

She shrugged. "Let's go, you guys." She said opening the door to get out, sighing again.

As they made their way to the front of the restaurant Josh held the door open for everyone, as if that were a consolation for the crappy restaurant he'd chosen. "We have reservations under Farro." Josh said to the hostess standing in front of him. She looked down at her list and then back up at him. There was a gleam in her eye and suddenly her mouth fell open. Josh new that look. Ah, jeez... He thought Another rabid fan.

"F-Farro? L-like Josh Farro? Josh Farro of Paramore? Y-y-you're Josh Farro! And y-you! You're Z-Zac! And Hayley! And Jeremy! OhmygoshthisisamazingIcantbelivethisohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh." Josh stared at the her for a long while. The poor girl looked like she was about to hypervenilate.

"Do you...want an autograph?" Josh offered, eager to get to their table.

"Yesyesyesthatwouldbeawesome." She stammered. She quickly grabbed a pen and napkin from her pocket and handed it to Josh first.

"What's your name?" He asked, clicking the pen.

"EEP!" She squealed.

"What?" Josh asked, looking confused.

"You asked for my name."

"For the autograph..." Josh reminded her.

"Oh right...doyouwantmynumbertoocauseIcouldtotallygivethattoyou..."

Josh placed a finger over her lips, trying to be polite and keep his cool at the same time. "I think we could do without it." He said with a forced smile. She just about fell over from Josh's touch. "How about I just call you 'Babe'?" Josh wasn't trying to give the girl a heart attack, but he really found the whole thing quite amusing by this point.

"Um...yes that's fine." She said as if she were in shock now. After the whole gang signed the napkin and found a new hostess (one that wasn't head over heels in love with the band) they finally sat down where Aaron was already waiting for them.

"Hey, guys." He greeted. Then his eyes met Angie's...

To be continued...

A/n: Sorry to leave it at sort of a cliffhanger and sorry that this chapter was kind of a filler. I really intended for it to be longer, but I have school in the morning (joy...) As an apology gift for not updating in so long, you get a link to my new favorite song! It's hilarious. You'll love it. http://www.imeem.com/cgriffin/music/A_3jIllL/jonathan_coulton_skullcrusher_mountain/